Hi bloggie long time no see. its been really long time since i had been blogging.
First of all,I would like to say I am not a person who usually would express her thoughts, her discomfort, or a person who would usually vent out her anger directly on a blog. I would usually uses symbolism to express myself on the blog.
However, for this post i kinda want it to be direct !
For the past few months.... i have been aware of some people around me kept changing. Some might be changing in a faster pace, others might be slower however it was getting more and more distinct of their obvious change.
You see, it was not a bad thing to do to change for better.But, to be worst-er than before ? instead of blossoming into a beautiful flower, you had turned yourself into an rotten flower that sends out a bad odor that sadly, encouraging people to avoid being pulled into your circle of friendship.
I have encountered such incident as people who are clearly not as matured enough but to have believed him/herself to be a fully matured grown-ups, be it mentally or physically.
To be honest, i might not say it just to keep myself from trouble( like arguing?) .I am very disturbed by it, your opinions are not always well received by others. So please don't forcefully inject your opinions into others mind.
You might think other people way of thinking are childish, or let just say not to your interest. And laugh about it, please be mind that you are not always right, you might disagree with our opinions, but please don't advice others or point it out to others when you yourself are not even qualified to judge other people.
Yes, everyone has their own beliefs, their own goals, we can give our opinions . i mean this is free country to give our own opinion except for sensitive issues.However, i don't like it when i personally disagree it and being mocked by your sarcasm.
I believe that when you are insulting other people, you yourself as well have to do a self-introspection before point out others faults that might also be directing toward you as well.
i know i might sound harsh. But i really wanted to vent out my dissatisfaction rather than keeping it into my heart which is not healthy for us.
I know there wont be people reading this as i have stopped posting on this blog for ages. Which is one of the reason why i posted this on the blog.
However, if there were any friends who had read this and you might think is you ... well maybe it might be you.
Or just your conscience calling out to you.
But to be clear, this was mostly directed to one person that you even might not know of. The person who i'm directing to don't really read blogs, at least not to my knowledge.
Feels Much better~
with moon
